1 00:01:55,324 --> 00:01:58,725 To K�BI, MY WIFE 2 00:02:40,768 --> 00:02:45,567 - I was the first one up! - It's been refreshing. 3 00:02:46,167 --> 00:02:49,947 If dad and Martín put up the nets, Minus and I bring the milk. 4 00:02:50,126 --> 00:02:54,085 Let David and Minus put them on, That's how I walk with my wife. 5 00:02:54,365 --> 00:02:57,405 Or Karin and I, and Minus and Martín bring the milk. 6 00:02:57,645 --> 00:03:00,485 I don't want to do neither of the two things. 7 00:03:00,725 --> 00:03:02,444 I'll decide what I want. 8 00:03:02,684 --> 00:03:07,804 - Why don't we go, Minus? - Why do women decide? 9 00:03:08,084 --> 00:03:13,123 It's better for Karin to decide. This way we will not lose our dignity. 10 00:03:13,643 --> 00:03:16,883 We would gain time if dad decided. 11 00:03:19,442 --> 00:03:23,322 �We dress before putting up the nets? 12 00:03:24,301 --> 00:03:26,800 - What do you think? - It's cold. 13 00:03:26,901 --> 00:03:28,201 I think the robe is thin. 14 00:03:28,380 --> 00:03:31,620 - If you're cold... - Am I cold? You said it. 15 00:03:31,721 --> 00:03:34,099 I haven't said anything about cold. 16 00:03:34,539 --> 00:03:39,719 - Although there is a little wind. - Virility does not take care of health. 17 00:03:40,619 --> 00:03:44,358 If Hemingway can, we can Come on. 18 00:04:08,534 --> 00:04:09,894 Will there be a storm? 19 00:04:10,694 --> 00:04:14,373 - Not tonight. - I don't know, look at the clouds. 20 00:04:15,253 --> 00:04:19,133 - Are you afraid of thunder? - I'm scared to death. 21 00:04:19,733 --> 00:04:22,252 The storms in Switzerland... 22 00:04:22,532 --> 00:04:25,692 - Did you like him, apart from that? - I was homesick. 23 00:04:25,932 --> 00:04:29,371 But I didn't want to come until finishing the novel. 24 00:04:29,651 --> 00:04:33,251 - And is it finished? - Yes, practically. 25 00:04:33,490 --> 00:04:37,170 - How are you about your ulcer? - Well, pulling... 26 00:04:37,449 --> 00:04:42,169 - Can you give me something? - We can go to the pharmacy tomorrow. 27 00:04:44,429 --> 00:04:49,248 Did you get my last letter? I sent it on Monday. 28 00:04:49,488 --> 00:04:53,647 - I was in Basel. - Then you didn't receive it. 29 00:04:53,887 --> 00:04:56,887 - I came here on Wednesday. - You didn't receive it. 30 00:04:58,487 --> 00:05:01,047 - Was it important? - It was about Karin. 31 00:05:02,246 --> 00:05:04,406 I had to write to you. 32 00:05:04,806 --> 00:05:07,366 Even if it interrupted your writing. 33 00:05:18,123 --> 00:05:19,203 What? 34 00:05:19,643 --> 00:05:22,683 - A cuckoo. Have you heard it? - No. 35 00:05:23,483 --> 00:05:24,763 Don't you hear it? 36 00:05:24,843 --> 00:05:26,442 - Where? - Ah. 37 00:05:27,402 --> 00:05:31,442 - Wash your ears! - You hear too much! 38 00:05:31,722 --> 00:05:34,881 After the illness, I have very fine hearing. 39 00:05:35,601 --> 00:05:38,041 Maybe it's electroshocks. 40 00:05:40,361 --> 00:05:42,840 -How did you see dad yesterday? - Why? 41 00:05:43,079 --> 00:05:45,999 - Didn't you notice him sad? - I was tired. 42 00:05:46,279 --> 00:05:49,359 - Clear. - But he doesn't seem very happy. 43 00:05:49,599 --> 00:05:53,398 - Will Marianne come? - Martín said they broke up. 44 00:05:53,718 --> 00:05:57,837 - Poor dad, alone again. - I didn't like Marianne. 45 00:05:58,117 --> 00:06:02,277 He put on airs. Dad He became ordinary with her. 46 00:06:02,517 --> 00:06:08,036 - And he despised his books. - It has to have good reviews. 47 00:06:08,396 --> 00:06:12,476 - If you have many readers... - He doesn't care about sales. 48 00:06:12,756 --> 00:06:14,035 He wants to be a poet. 49 00:06:17,875 --> 00:06:19,355 What are you laughing at? 50 00:06:20,674 --> 00:06:24,713 How tall and serious you are: "He wants to be a poet." 51 00:06:27,993 --> 00:06:31,792 Don't be angry. I love you, little Minus. 52 00:06:33,792 --> 00:06:36,432 - You are so tall! - Stop it! 53 00:06:37,032 --> 00:06:40,631 17 years old and almost three meters! 54 00:06:41,271 --> 00:06:43,031 Where is your girlfriend? 55 00:06:43,351 --> 00:06:47,110 - Nobody loves me. - Don't be angry because I laugh. 56 00:07:06,907 --> 00:07:10,986 Edgar is the only one reliable psychiatrist, the same as always. 57 00:07:12,026 --> 00:07:13,306 And? 58 00:07:15,266 --> 00:07:19,185 When Karin came from the hospital last month, 59 00:07:19,425 --> 00:07:21,345 He and I talk a lot. 60 00:07:22,785 --> 00:07:25,705 Does not guarantee a lasting recovery. 61 00:07:27,024 --> 00:07:28,304 And now? 62 00:07:30,023 --> 00:07:31,903 It seems to be very good. 63 00:07:32,583 --> 00:07:35,022 He has a somewhat restless sleep. 64 00:07:35,582 --> 00:07:37,782 And very fine hearing. That's all. 65 00:07:40,382 --> 00:07:41,662 How much do you know? 66 00:07:42,861 --> 00:07:47,341 He doesn't know that the disease It is relatively incurable. 67 00:07:47,741 --> 00:07:49,021 Relatively? 68 00:07:51,060 --> 00:07:54,860 There are cases of total recovery, there is hope. 69 00:07:58,300 --> 00:07:59,579 How are you doing? 70 00:08:01,899 --> 00:08:03,179 Very good. 71 00:08:04,858 --> 00:08:07,057 The days pass as always. 72 00:08:07,897 --> 00:08:10,377 I teach and I test students. 73 00:08:14,697 --> 00:08:18,976 I have come to realize that I love her... 74 00:08:19,656 --> 00:08:21,256 and I am tied to it. 75 00:08:21,896 --> 00:08:25,355 It will be the pillar of your existence. 76 00:08:26,255 --> 00:08:28,855 Perhaps your only security. 77 00:08:30,535 --> 00:08:31,814 I understand. 78 00:08:35,454 --> 00:08:38,974 - Shall we return to the networks? - Yes, let's go. 79 00:09:06,369 --> 00:09:07,649 Minuses! 80 00:09:08,529 --> 00:09:09,809 Treasure... 81 00:09:10,809 --> 00:09:13,648 Be careful with me! Get away! 82 00:09:14,807 --> 00:09:15,987 Stop kissing me. 83 00:09:16,167 --> 00:09:19,087 Don't sunbathe half naked, you disgust me 84 00:09:19,327 --> 00:09:20,606 What? 85 00:09:20,886 --> 00:09:24,846 You know what I mean! Women are horrible! 86 00:09:25,086 --> 00:09:28,525 Always snooping, combing hair and talking. 87 00:09:28,765 --> 00:09:31,965 �I feel like a skinned rabbit! 88 00:09:32,205 --> 00:09:34,605 - Poor thing. - It's not out of compassion! 89 00:09:35,365 --> 00:09:38,604 I don't need anyone's compassion. 90 00:09:39,004 --> 00:09:42,924 What's wrong? I've never seen you like this. 91 00:09:45,363 --> 00:09:48,443 Don't tell Martín or dad. 92 00:09:49,242 --> 00:09:50,962 Don't be stupid. 93 00:09:52,361 --> 00:09:55,321 I wish I could talk to dad. 94 00:09:56,121 --> 00:09:58,521 He is absorbed in himself. 95 00:10:00,280 --> 00:10:01,760 Him too. 96 00:10:02,840 --> 00:10:04,440 Let's go back now. 97 00:10:06,720 --> 00:10:09,559 - And I threw away the milk. - It doesn't matter. 98 00:10:16,918 --> 00:10:19,078 I hate hurting my fingers. 99 00:10:19,358 --> 00:10:22,278 - Put on tape. - Hello. 100 00:10:22,518 --> 00:10:25,477 - Martín has cut himself. - Let's see. 101 00:10:26,196 --> 00:10:29,716 - I put the milk in the basement. - It seems deep. 102 00:10:29,996 --> 00:10:31,556 Don't exaggerate! 103 00:10:32,115 --> 00:10:35,115 How beautiful, a dinner under the moon. 104 00:10:40,194 --> 00:10:44,114 - You're a great cook, dad! - It smells wonderful. 105 00:10:44,354 --> 00:10:45,634 Smell it. 106 00:10:47,994 --> 00:10:50,973 Write cookbooks, instead of novels. 107 00:10:53,033 --> 00:10:55,993 Let's see. Karin there, and you there. 108 00:10:56,272 --> 00:10:58,632 Minus there and me here. 109 00:11:01,511 --> 00:11:05,910 I have longed for this moment. I was nostalgic. 110 00:11:06,190 --> 00:11:09,030 - For us? - Even for you. 111 00:11:11,790 --> 00:11:14,549 - Are you staying? - This month, at least. 112 00:11:14,989 --> 00:11:20,109 - Are you leaving again? - I will go to Yugoslavia as a guide. 113 00:11:20,348 --> 00:11:24,348 -Guide? Why? - It is a very attractive offer. 114 00:11:24,628 --> 00:11:26,948 It is for a cultural delegation. 115 00:11:27,188 --> 00:11:29,227 I know the country. 116 00:11:31,787 --> 00:11:35,547 - Welcome home, David. - Thank you. 117 00:11:36,825 --> 00:11:38,505 - Cheers, Karin. - Health. 118 00:11:38,745 --> 00:11:40,425 - Health, Minus. - Health. 119 00:11:45,224 --> 00:11:46,544 How are you doing with the book? 120 00:11:47,904 --> 00:11:49,704 I'll finish it before I leave. 121 00:11:49,984 --> 00:11:53,223 next week will deliver the manuscript. 122 00:11:53,983 --> 00:11:57,263 - Will you be gone for a long time? - I'm not sure. 123 00:11:57,543 --> 00:12:00,423 Maybe I'll stay a while in Dubrovnik. 124 00:12:10,540 --> 00:12:13,300 I have the feeling of being a criminal. 125 00:12:15,140 --> 00:12:18,419 You promised to stay after Switzerland. 126 00:12:19,539 --> 00:12:22,779 I don't remember any promises. 127 00:12:23,059 --> 00:12:25,338 You promised, dad. 128 00:12:28,378 --> 00:12:29,658 I'm sorry. 129 00:12:30,258 --> 00:12:31,978 You're sorry. 130 00:12:42,336 --> 00:12:47,036 It was going to be a fun night and we are about to cry. 131 00:12:49,534 --> 00:12:52,854 I have brought gifts for everyone from Switzerland. 132 00:12:55,654 --> 00:12:56,934 Karin. 133 00:12:58,653 --> 00:13:01,333 - And Martín. - Thank you, it wasn't necessary. 134 00:13:01,773 --> 00:13:02,813 Minuses 135 00:13:03,333 --> 00:13:05,732 - Can we open them? - Clear. 136 00:13:11,012 --> 00:13:13,012 I'm going to look for tobacco. 137 00:13:18,770 --> 00:13:21,070 I think they will be small for me. 138 00:13:21,290 --> 00:13:23,029 I already have one like it. 139 00:13:23,409 --> 00:13:27,689 It occurs to me that dad I bought the gifts in Stockholm. 140 00:13:27,789 --> 00:13:29,249 But he had the courtesy. 141 00:14:35,358 --> 00:14:38,198 Thanks for the gloves, They are beautiful. 142 00:14:40,078 --> 00:14:42,837 We have a surprise for you. 143 00:14:43,077 --> 00:14:46,077 - We have to blindfold you. - Don't look. 144 00:14:46,357 --> 00:14:49,717 - I'll take care of this, go ahead. - I don't see anything. 145 00:14:52,436 --> 00:14:54,836 It's like walking on clouds. 146 00:14:55,956 --> 00:14:58,595 Whose idea was it? 147 00:14:58,875 --> 00:15:00,595 M�a and Karin. 148 00:15:10,953 --> 00:15:12,313 Wait and see. 149 00:15:14,073 --> 00:15:16,072 This is almost a Shakespeare. 150 00:15:22,072 --> 00:15:23,351 Ready? 151 00:15:31,470 --> 00:15:35,390 Our work is called "The artistic prowl"... 152 00:15:35,950 --> 00:15:38,789 or "The Tomb of Illusions." 153 00:15:39,508 --> 00:15:41,068 Let it begin! 154 00:15:41,308 --> 00:15:44,388 It's midnight in the chapel of Saint Teresa. 155 00:15:45,308 --> 00:15:48,387 Here you will find me with my fiancee. 156 00:15:48,667 --> 00:15:52,427 Next to this grave that smells like death. 157 00:15:53,507 --> 00:15:56,746 Someone has moved! Will it be her? 158 00:15:57,186 --> 00:15:59,766 I will hide so as not to scare her. 159 00:16:03,625 --> 00:16:07,425 -Who are you? - The princess of Castile. 160 00:16:07,665 --> 00:16:10,545 Died in childbirth at the age of thirteen. 161 00:16:10,784 --> 00:16:16,984 My lord, with whom I played As a child, she has gone to other women. 162 00:16:17,703 --> 00:16:21,582 - Princess, I love you! - But who are you? 163 00:16:22,022 --> 00:16:25,802 I can't talk to anyone, still dead. 164 00:16:26,102 --> 00:16:28,101 You shouldn't be afraid. 165 00:16:28,341 --> 00:16:32,421 I am lord of my kingdom, which is small and poor. 166 00:16:32,701 --> 00:16:35,680 - I'm an artist! - Artist? 167 00:16:35,820 --> 00:16:39,080 Yes, Princess. The purest artist. 168 00:16:39,260 --> 00:16:42,860 A poet without poems, a painter without paints. 169 00:16:45,579 --> 00:16:48,059 - A musician. - A musician without sounds. 170 00:16:48,618 --> 00:16:53,217 Art is the banal result of vulgar efforts. 171 00:16:53,657 --> 00:16:57,537 My life and my work They are consecrated to you, Princess. 172 00:16:57,777 --> 00:17:01,936 - Beautiful words, but incredible. - Test me. 173 00:17:02,896 --> 00:17:06,456 Listen carefully, I will leave you soon. 174 00:17:06,856 --> 00:17:11,015 When the clock strikes two, you will enter the tomb 175 00:17:11,455 --> 00:17:14,575 and you will turn off the three candles inside. 176 00:17:15,174 --> 00:17:20,974 Then the door will close, and you will join me in death. 177 00:17:21,414 --> 00:17:23,893 A light sacrifice. 178 00:17:24,172 --> 00:17:27,372 What is life for an authentic artist? 179 00:17:33,571 --> 00:17:38,571 You will complete your work of art and you will crown your love. 180 00:17:38,851 --> 00:17:44,690 You will ennoble your life and you will show the power of art. 181 00:17:46,930 --> 00:17:48,729 Goodbye, my friend. 182 00:17:49,249 --> 00:17:51,209 Don't fail me. 183 00:17:55,448 --> 00:17:59,848 I am before the definitive perfection, I tremble with expectation. 184 00:18:00,927 --> 00:18:03,566 I enter oblivion. 185 00:18:03,806 --> 00:18:06,886 Now only Death will love me. 186 00:18:08,206 --> 00:18:10,566 Nothing will be able to stop me now. 187 00:18:11,805 --> 00:18:14,965 - I'll wait for you. - What am I going to do? 188 00:18:15,525 --> 00:18:16,985 Sacrifice my life? 189 00:18:17,125 --> 00:18:22,864 Why? For eternity? For the work of art? For love? 190 00:18:23,204 --> 00:18:25,724 - I must be crazy, without a doubt. - I'll wait for you. 191 00:18:26,044 --> 00:18:28,403 Death will see my sacrifice. 192 00:18:28,683 --> 00:18:31,723 A ghost will measure my love. 193 00:18:31,963 --> 00:18:36,002 - Eternity will thank me. - I'll wait for you. 194 00:18:38,921 --> 00:18:42,961 My knees are like clay, my guts are twisting. 195 00:18:43,241 --> 00:18:46,920 - Can't. - I don't wait any longer. 196 00:18:51,560 --> 00:18:54,519 Well, life is like that. 197 00:18:55,679 --> 00:18:59,159 I could write a poem about the princess 198 00:18:59,399 --> 00:19:05,318 Paint or compose an opera. The ending would be more heroic. 199 00:19:07,198 --> 00:19:10,957 I prefer to enter oblivion. 200 00:19:11,076 --> 00:19:14,956 Only Death will love me. 201 00:19:16,076 --> 00:19:17,395 Not bad. 202 00:19:19,475 --> 00:19:22,875 The roosters announce the dawn! 203 00:19:25,034 --> 00:19:27,114 I'll go to bed. 204 00:19:31,394 --> 00:19:35,913 - We're done. - Let the author come out! 205 00:19:39,193 --> 00:19:40,952 You have been fantastic! 206 00:19:41,192 --> 00:19:44,272 - And you are excellent. - It was all Minus's doing. 207 00:19:44,551 --> 00:19:47,551 - I have forgotten a part. - It was nothing. 208 00:19:47,791 --> 00:19:51,830 How nervous at first! Then I calmed down. 209 00:19:52,070 --> 00:19:54,190 The lamps! Let's enter them. 210 00:19:54,630 --> 00:19:57,629 - Did you like it? - They impressed me. 211 00:19:59,589 --> 00:20:02,789 Let's clear the table and scrub now. 212 00:20:03,069 --> 00:20:05,788 I'll do it, it's time to go to bed. 213 00:20:06,068 --> 00:20:07,508 We will not allow it. 214 00:20:07,788 --> 00:20:13,227 - I entertain myself by working. - Well, in that case... 215 00:20:13,467 --> 00:20:16,747 Okay, I'll get to work. 216 00:20:16,987 --> 00:20:19,067 But are you going to bed yet? 217 00:20:20,146 --> 00:20:24,185 - There is hot water in the kitchen. - How good. 218 00:20:25,225 --> 00:20:27,945 - The thunderstorm has passed. - I already said it. 219 00:20:28,305 --> 00:20:31,464 We have left it open, we will have mosquitoes. 220 00:20:31,704 --> 00:20:33,424 �Terrible mosquitoes! 221 00:20:33,664 --> 00:20:37,103 - Good night, dad. - Good night, Karin. 222 00:20:37,463 --> 00:20:39,103 Good night! 223 00:20:40,943 --> 00:20:45,262 - Do you want me to help you? - No, it's not necessary. 224 00:21:35,214 --> 00:21:36,894 Can you help me? 225 00:21:44,933 --> 00:21:47,773 They turn black to work in the garden. 226 00:21:48,333 --> 00:21:49,652 It doesn't come out. 227 00:21:51,892 --> 00:21:54,492 What kind fingers you have. 228 00:21:56,052 --> 00:21:59,171 But the thumb seems a little stubborn. 229 00:22:00,611 --> 00:22:04,191 - Are you sad, Karin? - No. Why do you ask? 230 00:22:04,850 --> 00:22:06,449 What do you think about? 231 00:22:07,169 --> 00:22:10,089 Sometimes we are very helpless. 232 00:22:10,969 --> 00:22:12,689 I don't know... 233 00:22:14,888 --> 00:22:18,488 Like children in the jungle at night. 234 00:22:19,368 --> 00:22:22,927 The owls pass looking at you with his eyes. 235 00:22:23,887 --> 00:22:28,207 You hear the patter of the rain, the whisper 236 00:22:28,447 --> 00:22:31,126 And the wet snouts, 237 00:22:32,446 --> 00:22:34,686 the teeth of wolves. 238 00:22:34,966 --> 00:22:37,566 We have each other. 239 00:22:38,604 --> 00:22:43,484 - You're restless, I'm not sure... - I'm not worried at all. 240 00:22:44,084 --> 00:22:50,243 You say there are no wolves, I don't see owls nor hear anything. 241 00:22:50,483 --> 00:22:52,643 “You imagine things,” you say. 242 00:22:52,923 --> 00:22:56,922 You have to trust me, little Kajsa. 243 00:22:57,442 --> 00:22:59,202 Little Kajsa. 244 00:22:59,762 --> 00:23:03,681 You always call me "little Kajsa". 245 00:23:04,641 --> 00:23:08,481 �The disease Has it turned me into a girl? 246 00:23:08,721 --> 00:23:11,040 Do you think I'm strange? 247 00:23:15,119 --> 00:23:18,358 - Do you think I'm telling the truth? - I don't know. 248 00:23:21,838 --> 00:23:24,678 - Do you think I love you? - Clear. 249 00:23:25,278 --> 00:23:29,077 - Isn't that enough? - Of course. 250 00:23:29,317 --> 00:23:33,237 - Leave it, or you will bleed. - No, I'll be careful. 251 00:23:39,276 --> 00:23:41,716 Tomorrow I have to wash. 252 00:23:42,595 --> 00:23:44,155 Come to bed. 253 00:23:44,435 --> 00:23:47,715 Dad has taken over the work like an insult. 254 00:23:48,234 --> 00:23:51,513 He has felt hurt, but I wanted to hide it. 255 00:23:52,433 --> 00:23:55,013 - And Minus was upset. - I think so. 256 00:24:05,632 --> 00:24:07,071 Shall we turn off the light? 257 00:24:11,791 --> 00:24:15,470 - I'm sorry to upset you. - My little one... 258 00:24:15,870 --> 00:24:19,390 - I'm sorry. - My dear... 259 00:24:20,950 --> 00:24:23,629 My dear girl... 260 00:24:24,428 --> 00:24:27,308 I love you, my life. 261 00:24:28,748 --> 00:24:31,347 You couldn't hurt me. 262 00:24:31,907 --> 00:24:34,907 You are very kind, and I am miserable. 263 00:24:37,707 --> 00:24:39,226 Good night. 264 00:26:16,091 --> 00:26:19,971 "He went towards him, gasping with expectation, 265 00:26:20,691 --> 00:26:23,890 with cheeks rosy from the wind." 266 00:26:26,490 --> 00:26:27,770 My God! 267 00:31:58,439 --> 00:31:59,879 It... 268 00:32:00,639 --> 00:32:01,919 they found... 269 00:32:02,838 --> 00:32:04,518 in the... 270 00:32:04,758 --> 00:32:06,398 beach. 271 00:32:15,077 --> 00:32:19,156 Have you already gotten up? It won't even be four o'clock. 272 00:32:20,516 --> 00:32:22,836 - Hello, dad. - What's wrong? 273 00:32:24,716 --> 00:32:26,116 Do you have problems? 274 00:32:28,195 --> 00:32:32,235 I am adding the finishing touches to my book. 275 00:32:32,795 --> 00:32:36,194 - Read it to me. - When you have the proofs. 276 00:32:37,673 --> 00:32:42,233 - Aren't you sleeping? - Some birds scared me. 277 00:32:42,712 --> 00:32:44,432 They woke me up, 278 00:32:44,672 --> 00:32:47,152 and I didn't dare to go to bed again. 279 00:32:48,632 --> 00:32:50,032 Let's go... 280 00:33:04,390 --> 00:33:08,549 - Just like when I was little. - Now you will sleep. 281 00:33:29,386 --> 00:33:31,425 "They met on the beach. 282 00:33:32,105 --> 00:33:34,065 "It was a clear day. 283 00:33:35,305 --> 00:33:37,505 "Autumn was in the air." 284 00:33:38,984 --> 00:33:40,264 �Dad�! 285 00:33:41,284 --> 00:33:42,764 Karin sleeps. 286 00:33:44,223 --> 00:33:47,202 Are you coming to pick up the nets? 287 00:33:47,803 --> 00:33:48,803 Now I go. 288 00:34:17,339 --> 00:34:20,218 last year he walked with his hands. 289 00:34:20,457 --> 00:34:24,557 - I think I have lost stability. - The same thing happens to me. 290 00:34:24,697 --> 00:34:26,657 Spiritually? 291 00:34:26,897 --> 00:34:29,296 - Do you write? - Theater. 292 00:34:29,576 --> 00:34:31,536 - Can I read it? - No. 293 00:34:31,776 --> 00:34:35,176 It's just not very good. 294 00:34:35,495 --> 00:34:39,095 - Have you written a lot? - Thirteen works this summer. 295 00:34:39,375 --> 00:34:40,655 Don't tell me! 296 00:34:40,975 --> 00:34:44,814 - It comes out in spurts. Is it happening to you? - No. 297 00:34:46,534 --> 00:34:49,534 What did you think of last night's play? 298 00:34:49,774 --> 00:34:52,893 - It was good. - It was shit. 299 00:36:43,236 --> 00:36:45,995 "His illness is incurable. 300 00:36:47,835 --> 00:36:50,555 "With temporary improvements. 301 00:36:52,275 --> 00:36:58,274 "I suspected it a long time ago, but the certainty is almost unbearable. 302 00:37:00,513 --> 00:37:04,313 "My curiosity horrifies me. 303 00:37:06,433 --> 00:37:09,952 "My desire to register the disease, 304 00:37:10,672 --> 00:37:15,772 "to describe its gradual disintegration with precision. 305 00:37:17,830 --> 00:37:20,430 To use it." 306 00:38:05,063 --> 00:38:08,343 "Martin, wake up, sleepyhead!" 307 00:38:08,703 --> 00:38:12,023 "Martin, come on, it's bath time!" 308 00:38:12,263 --> 00:38:15,222 - What time is it? - It's almost ten o'clock. 309 00:38:15,862 --> 00:38:18,102 My God, have I slept that long? 310 00:38:23,301 --> 00:38:26,021 - It's only five. - So what? 311 00:38:26,300 --> 00:38:31,099 I've been awake for centuries and I have had strange experiences. 312 00:38:31,379 --> 00:38:35,019 - Come here. - No. Let's go swimming. 313 00:38:35,899 --> 00:38:39,818 - Dad and Minus are with the networks. - Come. 314 00:38:43,858 --> 00:38:48,617 You sleep too much, That's why you're so wise. 315 00:38:56,096 --> 00:38:58,736 What's wrong, my little one? 316 00:39:01,854 --> 00:39:03,534 Nothing. 317 00:39:04,334 --> 00:39:08,134 - What's wrong, Karin? - I must confess one thing. 318 00:39:08,254 --> 00:39:09,793 Give it to me. 319 00:39:12,053 --> 00:39:17,393 When dad came out, I rummaged through the drawers of his table. 320 00:39:18,252 --> 00:39:20,812 I don't know why, 321 00:39:25,172 --> 00:39:27,251 I had to do it. 322 00:39:31,551 --> 00:39:34,710 -He has written things. - Like what? 323 00:39:35,729 --> 00:39:37,289 About me. 324 00:39:38,569 --> 00:39:42,608 - What did he write? - I can't tell you. 325 00:39:43,728 --> 00:39:45,608 About your illness? 326 00:39:48,608 --> 00:39:52,207 - Is it true that it is incurable? - Dear Karin... 327 00:39:52,727 --> 00:39:54,167 Listen to me! 328 00:39:55,207 --> 00:39:58,366 Listen to me, look at me. Look at me. 329 00:40:01,126 --> 00:40:05,584 I have told you that you can suffer a relapse. 330 00:40:05,686 --> 00:40:07,405 You must have misunderstood me. 331 00:40:08,165 --> 00:40:11,005 Nobody can say that it is incurable. 332 00:40:13,164 --> 00:40:15,923 - Word of honor? - Word of honor. 333 00:40:18,323 --> 00:40:19,603 That is. 334 00:40:21,123 --> 00:40:22,762 There was something else. 335 00:40:23,002 --> 00:40:24,282 What? 336 00:40:24,962 --> 00:40:27,282 - I can't tell you. - Please. 337 00:40:27,562 --> 00:40:28,842 Can't. 338 00:40:30,641 --> 00:40:32,761 Ask yourself. 339 00:40:35,441 --> 00:40:39,240 - Karin, little Karin. - Martín. 340 00:40:43,320 --> 00:40:45,360 Bear with me. 341 00:40:47,758 --> 00:40:50,498 I know the desire will come back to me. 342 00:40:50,878 --> 00:40:52,998 - Don't you think? - Of course! 343 00:40:53,238 --> 00:40:56,437 - Are you worried? - Not in the slightest. 344 00:40:58,037 --> 00:41:00,517 I'm tired, 345 00:41:01,997 --> 00:41:05,276 but we should get up and go swimming. 346 00:41:05,796 --> 00:41:07,396 It's not cold. 347 00:41:12,515 --> 00:41:13,795 Martin? 348 00:41:17,835 --> 00:41:22,234 Imagine having a calm woman, to give you children. 349 00:41:23,313 --> 00:41:27,072 Big, soft, warm and beautiful. 350 00:41:27,672 --> 00:41:30,072 Wouldn't it be nice? 351 00:41:30,752 --> 00:41:34,072 - I love you. -Anyway... 352 00:41:34,352 --> 00:41:36,951 I don't want anyone else! 353 00:41:44,710 --> 00:41:48,090 Although you say and you always do the right thing, 354 00:41:48,190 --> 00:41:50,570 I think everything goes wrong with me. 355 00:41:52,789 --> 00:41:54,949 I do it for love. 356 00:41:55,428 --> 00:42:00,587 - He who loves, treats his beloved well. - Then you don't love me. 357 00:42:11,746 --> 00:42:13,066 Goodbye, Minus! 358 00:42:14,106 --> 00:42:15,625 Goodbye! 359 00:42:32,222 --> 00:42:36,382 Check that Minus is not late with brass. 360 00:42:36,522 --> 00:42:38,302 I'll give you a test. 361 00:42:38,542 --> 00:42:40,141 - Goodbye. - Goodbye. 362 00:42:41,781 --> 00:42:44,321 Don't forget the cognac, and bring wine. 363 00:42:44,461 --> 00:42:45,781 Don't worry, daughter. 364 00:42:46,021 --> 00:42:47,900 - Goodbye. - We'll be back for dinner. 365 00:43:29,614 --> 00:43:31,014 What are you laughing at? 366 00:43:38,013 --> 00:43:39,293 Say something! 367 00:43:42,132 --> 00:43:43,771 Here, if it amuses you! 368 00:43:45,371 --> 00:43:47,291 Which are your favorites? 369 00:43:48,451 --> 00:43:51,011 Don't be shy, tell me. 370 00:43:57,090 --> 00:44:01,129 - Is that the one you like the most? Why? - It seems sweet. 371 00:44:01,369 --> 00:44:04,849 Yes, she is pretty, but she is a little fat. 372 00:44:05,089 --> 00:44:09,208 -And she has very long hair. - It doesn't seem complicated. 373 00:44:11,808 --> 00:44:14,448 What good is that to me? 374 00:44:21,206 --> 00:44:22,806 Are you going to hit me? 375 00:44:28,645 --> 00:44:30,605 It's my fault. Forgive me. 376 00:44:31,845 --> 00:44:33,164 Calm down, Minus. 377 00:44:34,204 --> 00:44:36,444 It doesn't matter, don't worry. 378 00:44:37,964 --> 00:44:41,563 It was stupid to pry. 379 00:44:42,683 --> 00:44:45,323 I don't want to, but it happens. 380 00:44:51,561 --> 00:44:53,721 - I ask you? - If you want... 381 00:44:53,961 --> 00:44:56,041 - Yes, let's start. - OK. 382 00:44:59,800 --> 00:45:02,440 - We live in a cage. - What? 383 00:45:02,840 --> 00:45:07,919 You in yours, I in mine. Each one in his cubicle. 384 00:45:08,759 --> 00:45:12,478 - I'm not caged. - I'm never right. 385 00:45:12,758 --> 00:45:16,438 Attention: "Constructio ad sensum", what is it? 386 00:45:17,998 --> 00:45:21,277 is to change a grammatical construction 387 00:45:21,557 --> 00:45:23,757 to adapt it to the content. 388 00:45:24,676 --> 00:45:26,156 For example? 389 00:45:26,676 --> 00:45:30,995 "Nobilitas rem publicam deseru..." 390 00:45:31,275 --> 00:45:33,835 - "Deseruerant". - That. 391 00:45:34,115 --> 00:45:35,395 How hot! 392 00:45:35,635 --> 00:45:40,234 - I've been up since 4:30. - Do you want to smoke a cigarette? 393 00:45:48,873 --> 00:45:52,073 If you look hard enough with head tilted, 394 00:45:52,313 --> 00:45:54,072 many fears appear. 395 00:45:54,352 --> 00:45:55,632 Fears? 396 00:45:57,672 --> 00:45:59,472 Although it is tempting. 397 00:46:00,031 --> 00:46:04,350 I don't talk about it with dad or with Martín, because they don't understand it. 398 00:46:05,030 --> 00:46:09,349 Especially Martín. He is restless and he already has enough. 399 00:46:12,709 --> 00:46:15,349 They just think I'm sick. 400 00:46:16,669 --> 00:46:18,148 You too? 401 00:46:19,868 --> 00:46:21,188 No. 402 00:46:21,588 --> 00:46:22,988 I thought so. 403 00:46:28,067 --> 00:46:29,427 You are stronger. 404 00:46:30,707 --> 00:46:36,026 - I wanted to talk to you about it... - Trust me. 405 00:46:37,625 --> 00:46:41,464 It's hard not to talk of something you have in your head. 406 00:46:42,104 --> 00:46:45,064 But they won't care Let me tell you. 407 00:46:45,344 --> 00:46:50,103 -Les? - Don't bother me with questions. 408 00:46:50,383 --> 00:46:53,223 Either I tell you my way or nothing. 409 00:46:53,463 --> 00:46:55,903 - I'm curious. - I already know. 410 00:47:04,702 --> 00:47:05,861 I'll teach you something. 411 00:47:48,734 --> 00:47:50,694 I go through walls, you know? 412 00:47:51,894 --> 00:47:55,773 Every morning, A firm voice wakes me up. 413 00:47:57,933 --> 00:48:00,013 I get up and come here. 414 00:48:01,493 --> 00:48:04,772 One day they called me from behind the wall. 415 00:48:08,492 --> 00:48:12,491 I looked in the closet, but there was no one. 416 00:48:14,571 --> 00:48:17,371 The voice continued calling me. 417 00:48:18,250 --> 00:48:22,330 I hit the wall and it gave way like foliage. 418 00:48:22,969 --> 00:48:24,249 And it was inside. 419 00:48:28,968 --> 00:48:30,728 Do you think I'm making this up? 420 00:48:37,647 --> 00:48:40,207 I enter a large room. 421 00:48:41,927 --> 00:48:44,846 It is all light and tranquility. 422 00:48:46,206 --> 00:48:49,606 People go up and down. 423 00:48:49,846 --> 00:48:53,405 Some talk to me, then I understand it. 424 00:48:55,604 --> 00:48:58,363 It's nice and I'm sure. 425 00:49:00,203 --> 00:49:03,563 some faces They radiate a bright light. 426 00:49:06,362 --> 00:49:08,502 Everyone waits for him to arrive, 427 00:49:09,042 --> 00:49:11,522 but no one is worried. 428 00:49:13,162 --> 00:49:17,401 I could be there too when it happens. 429 00:49:19,321 --> 00:49:20,801 Why are you crying? 430 00:49:23,120 --> 00:49:24,920 It's no big deal. 431 00:49:25,960 --> 00:49:28,800 Nothing to worry about. 432 00:49:33,198 --> 00:49:36,758 But sometimes I have an intense longing. 433 00:49:38,597 --> 00:49:40,837 I long for that moment... 434 00:49:42,717 --> 00:49:45,077 in which the door will open. 435 00:49:45,797 --> 00:49:48,796 And everyone will turn to him. 436 00:49:49,956 --> 00:49:51,236 Who is it? 437 00:49:56,995 --> 00:49:59,875 Nobody has told me for sure. 438 00:50:02,035 --> 00:50:06,714 But I think it's God, that will be revealed to us. 439 00:50:08,833 --> 00:50:13,872 And he will enter the room, through that door. 440 00:50:23,751 --> 00:50:25,031 Minuses 441 00:50:28,790 --> 00:50:30,950 It is not easy to say this. 442 00:50:31,790 --> 00:50:34,390 - What? - I'm walking away from Martín. 443 00:50:35,029 --> 00:50:38,389 He calls me, but I can't help him. 444 00:50:38,828 --> 00:50:40,388 I must pretend. 445 00:50:41,588 --> 00:50:44,667 -Have you noticed anything? - I'm not sure. 446 00:50:45,307 --> 00:50:47,787 I must choose between him and the others. 447 00:50:48,507 --> 00:50:52,366 I have decided. I must sacrifice Martín. 448 00:50:54,466 --> 00:50:57,266 - Are you serious? - I don't know. 449 00:50:59,225 --> 00:51:04,025 I'm caught in the middle and sometimes I'm not sure. 450 00:51:04,265 --> 00:51:09,264 I have been sick and the illness was like a dream. 451 00:51:09,544 --> 00:51:11,784 But this is not a dream, it is real. 452 00:51:12,024 --> 00:51:15,583 For me it's not real, not even the slightest. 453 00:51:17,542 --> 00:51:18,822 Karin. 454 00:51:19,782 --> 00:51:22,182 - For me it's not real. - Oh, yes! 455 00:51:28,341 --> 00:51:30,861 A god comes down from the mountain. 456 00:51:32,660 --> 00:51:35,540 Go through the dark forest. 457 00:51:36,500 --> 00:51:40,899 There are wild beasts in silence and darkness. 458 00:51:43,979 --> 00:51:46,259 It has to be real. 459 00:51:47,099 --> 00:51:50,738 I'm not dreaming, I'm telling the truth. 460 00:51:50,977 --> 00:51:54,417 Now I'm in a world, pray in another. 461 00:51:54,857 --> 00:51:56,936 I can't stop it! 462 00:52:08,375 --> 00:52:10,335 Let's go take a bath? 463 00:52:13,614 --> 00:52:15,414 I will go alone. 464 00:52:17,534 --> 00:52:19,534 I'm sleepy. 465 00:52:20,413 --> 00:52:22,773 I'm going to take a nap. 466 00:52:23,692 --> 00:52:25,732 Close when leaving. 467 00:52:35,731 --> 00:52:38,290 Don't do that! Go, go! 468 00:52:53,488 --> 00:52:55,648 Damn, what can I do? 469 00:53:08,125 --> 00:53:10,205 Have you already prepared yourself in brass? 470 00:53:13,045 --> 00:53:14,985 Come, let's continue reviewing. 471 00:53:16,764 --> 00:53:18,444 First let's have some tea. 472 00:53:21,004 --> 00:53:22,284 Minuses 473 00:53:23,884 --> 00:53:27,243 - Will you tell dad and Martín? - What? 474 00:53:28,643 --> 00:53:32,482 You're smart, but you don't fool me. You will tell Martín: 475 00:53:32,762 --> 00:53:38,082 "I must tell you about Karin." And you will tell him. 476 00:53:38,321 --> 00:53:41,680 - You can't? - Promise me not to say anything. 477 00:53:41,920 --> 00:53:45,000 - Good. - Only you understand me. 478 00:53:45,700 --> 00:53:48,799 If you say a word, you will have betrayed me. 479 00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:50,800 Well, it won't. 480 00:54:03,158 --> 00:54:05,717 - It's going to rain. -Yes? 481 00:54:06,397 --> 00:54:08,997 - What's wrong with you? - Why? 482 00:54:09,236 --> 00:54:11,436 You are quiet, almost hostile. 483 00:54:11,996 --> 00:54:15,355 - It's not worth talking about. - Please! 484 00:54:16,155 --> 00:54:18,435 - It's about Karin. - Karin? 485 00:54:19,715 --> 00:54:23,394 Has rummaged through your table and has found your diary. 486 00:54:24,034 --> 00:54:25,474 And he has read it. 487 00:54:26,674 --> 00:54:27,954 No! 488 00:54:31,313 --> 00:54:32,593 What did you write? 489 00:54:34,953 --> 00:54:36,792 He wants me to ask you. 490 00:54:41,032 --> 00:54:43,872 That his illness is incurable. 491 00:54:45,190 --> 00:54:48,870 And I felt the need to record its evolution. 492 00:54:50,790 --> 00:54:54,469 I can't blame anyone else, I have no excuse. 493 00:54:56,349 --> 00:55:00,109 It's always about you and yours. 494 00:55:02,068 --> 00:55:04,988 Your insensitivity is perverse. 495 00:55:05,348 --> 00:55:08,388 "Record your evolution." Typical of you! 496 00:55:11,147 --> 00:55:12,427 You don't understand. 497 00:55:13,787 --> 00:55:15,067 No. 498 00:55:15,947 --> 00:55:19,186 But I understand that you are looking for topics. 499 00:55:20,265 --> 00:55:24,345 Your daughter's illness. It's a good idea! 500 00:55:26,584 --> 00:55:29,264 - I love her. - Do you want her? 501 00:55:29,504 --> 00:55:34,343 There is no room for emotions in your emptiness, and you have no decency. 502 00:55:34,623 --> 00:55:39,243 You know how to express yourself. You also know how to narrate it. 503 00:55:39,423 --> 00:55:42,782 There is only one phenomenon which you have no idea about. 504 00:55:43,422 --> 00:55:44,802 Life. 505 00:55:45,142 --> 00:55:46,782 You are a coward! 506 00:55:47,502 --> 00:55:49,901 But you are a genius in something: 507 00:55:50,181 --> 00:55:52,061 Evasions and excuses. 508 00:55:55,020 --> 00:55:58,259 - What do you want me to do? - Write the book! 509 00:55:59,059 --> 00:56:03,699 Maybe you will find what you want, the great artistic advance. 510 00:56:04,099 --> 00:56:07,178 You will not sacrifice your daughter in vain and... 511 00:56:07,418 --> 00:56:09,058 Go ahead! 512 00:56:10,018 --> 00:56:11,578 Say it! 513 00:56:20,537 --> 00:56:23,696 in your novels You always flirt with a god. 514 00:56:23,936 --> 00:56:28,736 Your faith and your doubts They are very unconvincing. 515 00:56:30,054 --> 00:56:32,974 The most striking thing is your inventiveness. 516 00:56:34,054 --> 00:56:38,035 - Do you think I don't know? - And why do you continue? 517 00:56:38,153 --> 00:56:41,693 - Do something respectable, sometime. - Like what? 518 00:56:42,333 --> 00:56:47,012 In your life as an author, Have you written something true? 519 00:56:47,252 --> 00:56:49,412 - I don't know. - Do you see it? 520 00:56:49,852 --> 00:56:54,071 Your refined half lies They seem true. 521 00:56:54,511 --> 00:56:56,891 - I try. - Maybe. 522 00:56:57,491 --> 00:56:59,451 But you don't get it. 523 00:57:01,611 --> 00:57:02,890 I know. 524 00:57:05,889 --> 00:57:08,029 You are empty, but you are capable. 525 00:57:08,689 --> 00:57:12,528 And you fill your void with the extinction of Karin. 526 00:57:13,448 --> 00:57:16,468 But where does God fit in? in all this? 527 00:57:16,608 --> 00:57:19,607 Actually, This makes it more inscrutable. 528 00:57:19,887 --> 00:57:22,007 - I want to ask you something. - Do it. 529 00:57:22,247 --> 00:57:25,247 You control your most intimate thoughts? 530 00:57:25,387 --> 00:57:28,126 Luckily, I'm not very complicated. 531 00:57:28,806 --> 00:57:30,686 My world is very simple. 532 00:57:30,926 --> 00:57:33,046 Clear and human. 533 00:57:33,486 --> 00:57:37,785 - Have you wished Karin to die? - Absolutely not! 534 00:57:39,004 --> 00:57:41,324 Only you could think that. 535 00:57:41,524 --> 00:57:43,763 Do you swear you've never thought about it? 536 00:57:44,763 --> 00:57:46,283 It would be logical. 537 00:57:46,523 --> 00:57:50,322 you taste good which is an incurable case. 538 00:57:50,562 --> 00:57:55,302 And their suffering is useless. It would be better for him to die. 539 00:57:55,442 --> 00:57:58,821 - You are grotesque. - Depending on how you look at it. 540 00:58:01,721 --> 00:58:03,621 I love her. 541 00:58:04,601 --> 00:58:06,640 I can't do anything. 542 00:58:07,560 --> 00:58:09,920 All I do is look... 543 00:58:10,721 --> 00:58:14,721 how it transforms into a poor tormented creature. 544 00:58:17,878 --> 00:58:19,558 Let me tell you something. 545 00:58:23,677 --> 00:58:26,817 In Switzerland I decided to commit suicide. 546 00:58:27,517 --> 00:58:31,476 Rented a car and found a cliff. 547 00:58:31,716 --> 00:58:37,256 It was in the afternoon, The valley was already dark. 548 00:58:39,275 --> 00:58:42,795 I felt empty, without fear or reproaches. 549 00:58:44,115 --> 00:58:45,875 I headed to the precipice, 550 00:58:46,115 --> 00:58:51,434 stepped on the accelerator and the car stopped, stalled. 551 00:58:52,553 --> 00:58:57,692 Skidded and stopped with the wheels on the edge. I was saved. 552 00:58:58,312 --> 00:59:00,952 I got out of the car shaking. 553 00:59:03,351 --> 00:59:06,651 I leaned on a rock on the other side. 554 00:59:07,071 --> 00:59:09,551 It was difficult for me to breathe. 555 00:59:12,670 --> 00:59:14,250 What's that for? 556 00:59:16,150 --> 00:59:20,209 I have no one to protect. Since my wife died, I am empty. 557 00:59:20,629 --> 00:59:23,469 The truth will not be a catastrophe. 558 00:59:23,948 --> 00:59:26,207 This has nothing to do with Karin. 559 00:59:26,708 --> 00:59:27,808 Yes it has. 560 00:59:28,787 --> 00:59:30,067 I don't understand. 561 00:59:31,227 --> 00:59:36,386 From my emptiness something was born that I cannot touch or name. 562 00:59:39,466 --> 00:59:40,866 A love... 563 00:59:41,866 --> 00:59:44,725 for Karin, for Minus... 564 00:59:46,425 --> 00:59:47,845 and for you. 565 00:59:50,825 --> 00:59:53,104 Maybe I'll talk to you about it. 566 00:59:53,864 --> 00:59:57,144 Now I don't dare. But... 567 00:59:57,984 --> 01:00:00,703 If it's as I hope... 568 01:00:05,742 --> 01:00:07,262 Let's leave it now. 569 01:00:27,659 --> 01:00:29,019 It's going to rain. 570 01:00:32,358 --> 01:00:33,338 No. 571 01:00:36,097 --> 01:00:37,377 Yes. 572 01:00:39,257 --> 01:00:40,336 It's going to rain! 573 01:01:13,431 --> 01:01:14,611 Karin! 574 01:01:19,051 --> 01:01:20,330 Karin. 575 01:01:24,810 --> 01:01:26,130 Karin. 576 01:01:33,449 --> 01:01:34,729 Karin. 577 01:03:09,874 --> 01:03:11,354 Karin, are you here? 578 01:03:21,732 --> 01:03:22,712 Karin. 579 01:03:27,712 --> 01:03:28,991 Karin. 580 01:03:32,910 --> 01:03:34,890 It's me, Karin. 581 01:04:20,203 --> 01:04:21,423 Karin! 582 01:04:21,824 --> 01:04:25,124 Karin! Can't you hear me, Karin? 583 01:04:26,502 --> 01:04:29,462 - I'm bad. - Let's go home. 584 01:04:29,742 --> 01:04:33,322 - Help me, please. - What do you want me to do? 585 01:04:35,181 --> 01:04:37,521 Help me, please. 586 01:04:43,019 --> 01:04:46,619 - I'm thirsty. - I'll bring you water. 587 01:05:45,451 --> 01:05:46,730 My God. 588 01:07:53,431 --> 01:07:54,711 What time is it? 589 01:07:57,670 --> 01:07:59,470 Five, I think. 590 01:08:01,190 --> 01:08:05,389 I was very bad, but it's already happened. 591 01:08:05,490 --> 01:08:08,890 - Poor Minus! - Karin, honey... 592 01:08:09,048 --> 01:08:12,407 - I want to talk to dad. - Let's go home. 593 01:08:12,547 --> 01:08:14,767 I must speak before it starts again. 594 01:08:14,947 --> 01:08:17,787 - Listen to me... - I beg you. 595 01:08:26,946 --> 01:08:29,365 I'll call an ambulance. 596 01:08:38,144 --> 01:08:40,204 Bring my briefcase, please. 597 01:08:40,505 --> 01:08:43,805 I must give him an injection immediately. 598 01:08:52,101 --> 01:08:53,981 - Dad. -Yes? 599 01:08:54,541 --> 01:08:59,921 I want to stay in the hospital. I don't want more treatments. 600 01:09:00,980 --> 01:09:04,580 - Can I save them? - I don't know. 601 01:09:05,980 --> 01:09:09,939 I can't live in two worlds. I must choose. 602 01:09:11,259 --> 01:09:15,159 I'm tired of going from one to the other. 603 01:09:26,776 --> 01:09:28,336 I can't take it anymore. 604 01:09:29,336 --> 01:09:30,616 How? 605 01:09:32,495 --> 01:09:35,335 - Hatred. - What hate? 606 01:09:42,614 --> 01:09:44,694 This has not been voluntary. 607 01:09:46,814 --> 01:09:50,033 I have obeyed a voice. 608 01:09:52,093 --> 01:09:55,253 The one who told you to read my diary. 609 01:09:56,771 --> 01:09:59,651 And that you told Martín. 610 01:10:06,290 --> 01:10:08,230 I've done worse things. 611 01:10:13,509 --> 01:10:14,889 Much worse. 612 01:10:20,528 --> 01:10:24,948 I have tried to resist, but he couldn't escape. 613 01:10:27,688 --> 01:10:29,867 I was forced to do it. 614 01:10:31,926 --> 01:10:33,106 When? 615 01:10:35,646 --> 01:10:36,965 Now. 616 01:10:39,885 --> 01:10:41,925 Poor Minus! 617 01:10:46,524 --> 01:10:48,924 I don't understand it! 618 01:10:50,204 --> 01:10:52,264 Try to calm down. 619 01:10:57,163 --> 01:10:59,763 And the room with the people... 620 01:11:03,842 --> 01:11:08,301 waiting for the door to open 621 01:11:08,501 --> 01:11:10,501 and God go to them. 622 01:11:12,680 --> 01:11:14,620 Then I hear voices. 623 01:11:16,480 --> 01:11:19,919 I must do what they tell me. 624 01:11:21,279 --> 01:11:24,059 I can't understand it. 625 01:11:24,798 --> 01:11:27,238 Is it just my illness? 626 01:11:28,598 --> 01:11:30,078 Dad... 627 01:11:30,958 --> 01:11:35,477 It's horrible to see my confusion and understand it. 628 01:11:51,914 --> 01:11:54,134 I want to ask your forgiveness. 629 01:11:56,634 --> 01:12:00,833 I felt guilty with you and I have walked away. 630 01:12:03,673 --> 01:12:07,972 I hate to think about my life sacrificed for my supposed art. 631 01:12:09,432 --> 01:12:14,191 When your mother died, I only cared about being a good writer. 632 01:12:15,150 --> 01:12:19,530 Secretly I was happy, but in my way, I loved her. 633 01:12:20,110 --> 01:12:23,009 When I got sick, you left. 634 01:12:23,149 --> 01:12:27,449 I couldn't stand that you inherited your mother's illness. 635 01:12:27,529 --> 01:12:29,488 I had to finish the novel. 636 01:12:30,268 --> 01:12:31,988 Is that okay? 637 01:12:38,147 --> 01:12:39,547 You see, Karin. 638 01:12:41,387 --> 01:12:44,067 You draw a circle around yourself... 639 01:12:44,467 --> 01:12:49,166 to leave out what doesn't fit with your secret games. 640 01:12:49,985 --> 01:12:55,444 If life breaks the circle, the games are ridiculous. 641 01:12:56,664 --> 01:13:00,364 So, you draw another circle, with new defenses. 642 01:13:04,503 --> 01:13:10,542 - Poor dad. - Yes, I must live in the real world. 643 01:13:27,459 --> 01:13:29,139 Let's go home. 644 01:13:30,139 --> 01:13:31,979 I have to pack my suitcase. 645 01:13:46,377 --> 01:13:49,657 - When does the ambulance arrive? - In an hour. 646 01:13:51,956 --> 01:13:53,856 I want to change. 647 01:14:01,534 --> 01:14:03,314 I can alone. 648 01:14:10,053 --> 01:14:12,073 The light is very intense. 649 01:14:23,131 --> 01:14:26,871 - Help Minus with brass, dad. - Yes. 650 01:14:29,091 --> 01:14:32,490 We must bring the keys to the house. 651 01:14:32,730 --> 01:14:36,890 - Aren't you coming back here? - No, I'll stay. 652 01:14:37,209 --> 01:14:38,488 It's the best. 653 01:14:41,728 --> 01:14:43,908 We have not collected mushrooms. 654 01:14:46,647 --> 01:14:50,507 - Can you help me with the suitcase? - Clear. 655 01:14:52,807 --> 01:14:53,687 Minuses! 656 01:14:55,566 --> 01:14:56,606 minuses, 657 01:14:56,886 --> 01:14:58,666 I want to talk to you. 658 01:15:00,666 --> 01:15:01,946 Come here. 659 01:15:17,923 --> 01:15:20,542 Your shirts are not ironed. 660 01:15:23,882 --> 01:15:28,121 - I have shirts in the city. - Can you help me? 661 01:15:39,880 --> 01:15:42,879 They are the shoes. I leave them here. 662 01:15:43,159 --> 01:15:48,039 - Put these on and leave those on. - I'll take them to the shoemaker. 663 01:15:51,597 --> 01:15:53,277 Do you have anything for a migraine? 664 01:15:55,197 --> 01:15:58,917 - I left the briefcase here. - He's in the kitchen. 665 01:15:59,476 --> 01:16:00,656 It's true. 666 01:16:55,468 --> 01:16:56,847 Have you seen Karin? 667 01:16:59,027 --> 01:17:00,067 No. 668 01:17:34,262 --> 01:17:35,961 Yes, I understand. 669 01:17:40,261 --> 01:17:41,661 I understand it. 670 01:17:44,020 --> 01:17:45,300 Yes�. 671 01:17:45,740 --> 01:17:47,020 It's okay. 672 01:17:48,420 --> 01:17:50,140 I understand. 673 01:17:54,059 --> 01:17:55,899 I understand. 674 01:17:56,859 --> 01:17:58,919 I know it won't be long. 675 01:18:02,298 --> 01:18:04,318 It's a relief to know. 676 01:18:06,257 --> 01:18:09,016 The wait has been blissful. 677 01:18:11,216 --> 01:18:15,736 They say it will come at any time. 678 01:18:15,975 --> 01:18:20,655 - We have to be ready. - Karin, we must go to the city. 679 01:18:20,735 --> 01:18:24,294 - Not now. - You're wrong, Karin. 680 01:18:27,054 --> 01:18:29,734 Nothing happens here. 681 01:18:33,733 --> 01:18:38,753 - No god will come through the door! - He'll be right there. 682 01:18:38,773 --> 01:18:43,252 - I must be here. - Karin, it's not true. 683 01:18:43,491 --> 01:18:48,870 - If you are not quiet, leave. - Come. 684 01:18:48,970 --> 01:18:54,130 Go away, let me live this moment alone! 685 01:19:25,205 --> 01:19:27,225 Martin, dear, 686 01:19:28,245 --> 01:19:31,164 I have been very ungrateful. 687 01:19:32,564 --> 01:19:37,563 Could you kneel next to me and join hands? 688 01:19:38,763 --> 01:19:42,763 This seems strange to me with you in the chair. 689 01:19:44,243 --> 01:19:46,222 I already know that you are not a believer. 690 01:19:47,522 --> 01:19:49,922 But do it for me. 691 01:19:58,680 --> 01:19:59,960 Karin. 692 01:20:00,799 --> 01:20:02,359 My love! 693 01:20:03,719 --> 01:20:05,159 My love! 694 01:20:05,799 --> 01:20:07,279 My love! 695 01:21:24,787 --> 01:21:26,587 Hold his legs. 696 01:21:46,783 --> 01:21:48,223 Calm down, Karin. 697 01:22:30,617 --> 01:22:32,557 I was afraid. 698 01:22:35,536 --> 01:22:38,116 The door has been opened. 699 01:22:39,416 --> 01:22:42,515 But the god was a spider. 700 01:22:46,614 --> 01:22:48,814 He approached me... 701 01:22:49,574 --> 01:22:51,993 and I have seen his face. 702 01:22:53,213 --> 01:22:56,093 It was horrible and cold. 703 01:23:00,012 --> 01:23:05,212 It climbed up my body and tried to penetrate me. 704 01:23:07,771 --> 01:23:10,331 I defended myself and I could see his eyes. 705 01:23:11,651 --> 01:23:13,531 Cold, calm. 706 01:23:16,410 --> 01:23:18,890 Not being able to penetrate me, 707 01:23:20,569 --> 01:23:23,028 It went up my chest, 708 01:23:25,128 --> 01:23:28,648 up to my face and went to the wall. 709 01:23:37,927 --> 01:23:39,906 I have seen God. 710 01:24:01,643 --> 01:24:05,642 Wait at the pier, please. 711 01:24:12,621 --> 01:24:14,441 They wait at the pier. 712 01:27:26,311 --> 01:27:27,391 Dad. 713 01:27:30,951 --> 01:27:31,931 I'm scared, dad. 714 01:27:34,950 --> 01:27:41,249 On the boat I took Karin, can you admit it? Can you understand it? 715 01:27:41,769 --> 01:27:43,089 Yes, I understand. 716 01:27:43,369 --> 01:27:47,769 Reality has cracked and I have fallen. 717 01:27:48,009 --> 01:27:52,608 It's like in dreams. Anything is possible, dad. 718 01:27:52,888 --> 01:27:54,408 Everything! 719 01:27:55,528 --> 01:27:57,087 I know. 720 01:27:58,207 --> 01:28:01,767 - I can't live in this world. - Yes, you can. 721 01:28:02,146 --> 01:28:08,145 - You must have something to trust. - In what? In God? 722 01:28:09,925 --> 01:28:11,965 Show me that it exists. 723 01:28:14,524 --> 01:28:16,464 - You can't. - Yes, I can. 724 01:28:16,804 --> 01:28:19,984 But, to prove it to you, you must listen to me well. 725 01:28:20,284 --> 01:28:23,863 Yes, I hear you. 726 01:28:23,983 --> 01:28:26,823 I can only give you a hint of my hope. 727 01:28:28,003 --> 01:28:32,582 You know that love It has always existed in the world. 728 01:28:32,742 --> 01:28:37,901 - A special kind of love? - Of all kinds, without distinctions. 729 01:28:38,020 --> 01:28:40,260 The highest and the lowest. 730 01:28:40,640 --> 01:28:42,480 Of all kinds. 731 01:28:42,880 --> 01:28:44,979 The longing to love? 732 01:28:45,359 --> 01:28:49,179 The longing and the denial. Doubt and faith. 733 01:28:50,579 --> 01:28:53,718 So, love shows that God exists? 734 01:28:55,098 --> 01:29:00,958 I don't know if love is the test, or if it is properly God. 735 01:29:01,717 --> 01:29:05,717 For you, Are love and God the same? 736 01:29:06,657 --> 01:29:10,556 I have a void, But I support that thought. 737 01:29:12,355 --> 01:29:13,875 Tell me more, dad. 738 01:29:14,855 --> 01:29:17,774 The emptiness becomes abundance when there is love. 739 01:29:17,875 --> 01:29:19,775 Hopelessness, life. 740 01:29:20,554 --> 01:29:24,874 It's like a pardon of a death sentence. 741 01:29:27,433 --> 01:29:29,953 Dad, if it's like you say, 742 01:29:30,193 --> 01:29:35,052 God surrounds Karin, because we love it. 743 01:29:35,872 --> 01:29:37,652 Could that help her? 744 01:29:40,632 --> 01:29:42,091 I think so. 745 01:29:45,330 --> 01:29:47,249 - Dad... -Yes? 746 01:29:47,350 --> 01:29:51,850 Do you mind if I go running? - Run, I'll prepare dinner. 747 01:29:51,989 --> 01:29:53,469 We'll see you later. 748 01:30:01,688 --> 01:30:03,848 �Daddy� has spoken to me!